i hear you. but dont let it deter you from believing. some of the most beautiful things in life are true. and you will find them.

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^{"Za uspiekh nashevo beznadiozhnovo diela"
"To the success of our hopeless task"}

thank you
i have found some beauties really can exist, some things seem real at the time but then fade away. i guess i am sitting, waiting, looking for those things that are genuine.